Prayer is an insurance policy that you can never lapse on.

I had a dream about you. You were playing the guitar like it was a piano and I was impressed with my deafness. You played awfully but all I could hear was I love you.

Life can be at its cruelest with love and dreams. But of course they keep most of us going.

I had a dream about you you gave me a plant and sweetly said This will grow with our love upon handing it over to me the plant died. I started packing.

What if you were wrong What if everything you ever believed was a lie What if you missed your opportunity because you didnt know your worth What if you settled on familiar but God was trying to give you something better What if you decided not to go backwards but forward What if doing what you have never done before was the answer to everything that didnt make sense What if the answer wasnt to be found in words but in action What if you found the courage to do what you really wanted to do and doing it changed your whole life

You haunt my days and dreams.

When you settle for anything short of the best life God wants to offer you then you have been tempted to remain safe and the accountability for not changing your life becomes your prison of regret.

Lord help us root our feet to the earthAnd our eyes to the roadAnd always remember the fallen angelsWho attempting to soarWere seared instead by the sun and wings meltingCame crashing back to the sea.Lord help root my eyes to the earthAnd stay my eyes to the roadSo I may never stumble.-Psalm 24 From Prayer and Study The Book of Shhh

God is going to send you someone that will rescue you. Then one day you will rescue them in return and together your story will rescue others. He has always been a God of rescues and a maker of warriors for his grace. You only need to believe that you are part of something greater than you know.

I existed on my own terms. I was different my entire life. Some called me divergent wild crazy unpredictable and unconformedan apostate to the rules of the majority. I called myself Gods creation and found purpose in the madness. When that day came I didnt allow other people to dictate how I should feel or act. I learned there was no shame in imperfection because history had shown being different had the power to change perspectives and eventually the world. This is when I realized that flaws had responsibility. This was the day that I learned I was truly BLESSED.